Finding a new outlook

Got a new temp gig. I'm grateful to have income again, but this job is definitely the most boring I've ever had. This is the quietest, most beige place I've ever been in.

I've decided that I need to try to cultivate a more positive attitude. I really struggle to remain positive, and it's something that could help my outlook. I used to be a really positive, dreamer person. Maybe the Real World got me down, but I want to be better.

One of the things I could do is focus on gratitude. Yeah, things have been kinda shitty the last month. But every day, there are great things that happen to me on a daily basis that maybe I don't recognize because my eyes are glazed over with depression.

So! Yes. That will be something I do in my paper journal.

I've been working with my paper journal a lot these days - I used to keep a paper journal separate from my book of shadows, but now the two have kind of merged. This is largely because a lot of my recent tarot readings are long and personal, and so it really makes sense to keep them the same.

I know there are many witches who would Frown Upon Me, but this is working really well.

ugh back to the grindstone. Longest hour of my life coming up.