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Wow hi it's been a while
Oct. 18th, 2024 11:09 amWow hello hi. I can't believe it's been two years since I logged in here. I'm back because I'm considering doing Get Your Words Out in 2025, and I know that they host the event on Dreamwidth. I feel like Tumblr would be a better (more popular) place to host it, but I get that Dreamwidth has capabilities that Tumblr doesn't. IDK.
Life has been absolutely nuts. I don't even know where to start with a new entry, so I think I'll just pop straight into life as it is now without much preamble.
I'm feeling super burned out lately between a lot of life things that are intense. Earlier this year, when I was in a hell job and couldn't see my way out, I devoured the All For The Game series. To people who know, that should be the biggest indication of my mental health. The books are not super well written, but the structure and symbols are really interesting. It's kind of a perfect fandom inspiration because there is so much to explore and the writing of the original isn't so good that it feels untouchable.
Anyway - I'm back on my bullshit and sort of playing around with some scenes.
I do this thing where I have fandom scenarios that just live in my head. Sometimes the same scenes will play over and over and they will get me through the day. Sometimes I associate an album really strongly with one of these stories. And I've been doing that lately.
It's like ... daydreaming as a coping mechanism.
Life has been absolutely nuts. I don't even know where to start with a new entry, so I think I'll just pop straight into life as it is now without much preamble.
I'm feeling super burned out lately between a lot of life things that are intense. Earlier this year, when I was in a hell job and couldn't see my way out, I devoured the All For The Game series. To people who know, that should be the biggest indication of my mental health. The books are not super well written, but the structure and symbols are really interesting. It's kind of a perfect fandom inspiration because there is so much to explore and the writing of the original isn't so good that it feels untouchable.
Anyway - I'm back on my bullshit and sort of playing around with some scenes.
I do this thing where I have fandom scenarios that just live in my head. Sometimes the same scenes will play over and over and they will get me through the day. Sometimes I associate an album really strongly with one of these stories. And I've been doing that lately.
It's like ... daydreaming as a coping mechanism.
